It's funny to me that blogging has been around forever and here I am typing up my first post while it seems that everyone else is leaving the blogosphere. I've never been one to follow what ever the trend is at the time anyway, so why change now?

I guess to tell you a little bit about myself, I'm a stay at home mom of the two greatest boys on earth. From here on out I will refer to them is A#1 and A#2. I know it's inventive and unique right!!?? Well I'm not sure how much I will blog about them anyway, but they really are the best in the world. You will have to trust me on this. I've taught myself to crochet in the past couple of years so I try to do a lot of that and now trying to add knitting to my repartee. They both seem to be my life (mind) saver, I've been an addict for the past 18 years but for the past 2 years and almost 3 months I've been sober. Crocheting keeps my mind occupied instead of dwelling on wanting a pain pill every minute of every day. I've also been married for almost 11 years. Time flies when you're having fun, or so I've heard! My hubby is the without a doubt positively the best man on earth and I do not deserve him in the slightest. That doesn't mean I take him for granted though I worship the ground that man walks on.here is the best father of our boys and a wonderful provider for the 4 of us. He is truly my soul mate I didn't really believe in them until I realised how important he is to me.
Ok I got a little off track since I'm telling you about me but like the title tells you this is inside my mind, and to warn you now it's a little crazy in here. Which you will learn to love shortly, or at the very least love to hate. I'm pretty straight forward about my beliefs and I don't see a grey area.in my eyes it's either black or white with no in between. I'm a very strong believer in hard work and some communication will get you the most out of life.with me there will be no free rides. Like I tell my boys, the only free thing in this world are my hugs, kisses and of course my unconditional love. One day they will believe me, right??! LOL I know they already do.
Back to me....I think I have a huge heart that I wear on my sleeve, I'm really pressed off if I feel used our walked on. Don't even get me started if you mess with my little family I have here....totally a mom's lion with her cubs! If you need it I will give you the shirt off my back, and do it time and time again...I'm really g trying to learn to not let people continue to take advantage of my generosity. This is definitely one of my most hated faults. Giving someone another chance to do wrong. Since I've been sober though this is getting a lot easier.  Anyway this is my first blog entry and hope there will be many more to come. I'm pretty easy to get along with so if you would like to know anything else I'm here to answer almost any question. I hope you will stick around and learn more about my inner workings of my crazy brain and learn the things I like to crochet and see how well I do on learning to knit as well. I just hope I can transfer to visit everyday,I was never good at keeping a diary...I'm hoping I can use this as an outlet for myself when I don't know how to get through something.

Reading over this just shows me how I jump from one thing to another in the same sentence....good luck keeping up with that!!!! I guess I will figure a way to type it without losing you took much. Thanks again for strong and taking the time to read my blog.